Imagine this kind of a scenario. There is a group of people that you completely trust with your life. You grew up with them, fellowship with them all of your life, and treated them as the best of your best friends. One of them, is extra special. You have a romantic connection with him and you trusted him completely without hesitation. And then you'll find out that this special person that you loved so dearly betrayed you. Not just once but many times. And his friends, the same group of people that you trusted, tolerated the actions of that special person and even joined him with his activities. All of them appeared to be harmless in front of you but they are totally different people when you turn your back. Huh, it's such a heavy feeling. Everything sank into me last Friday and I couldn't understand why I was able to fit the puzzle pieces together just last Friday. The news was actually not new to me but still I was surprised with everything that I found out. I fel

Last night, Brooke White was eliminated from the race of America's newest pop idol leaving four remaining hopefuls David Archuleta, David Cook, Jason Castro, and Syesha Mercado. A teary-eyed Brooke White rendered an emotional last song on the AI stage and she was given a standing ovation by the audience. I've watched American Idol Season 7 from the very beginning and the final four was absolutely not the final four that I expected. From among the Top 12: David Hernandez, Amanda Overmyer, Chekiezie Eze, Ramiele Malubay, Michael Johns, Kristy Lee Cook, Carly Smithson, Brooke White, David Archuleta, David Cook, Jason Castro, and Syesha Mercado, the early favorites were Carly, Ramiele, and Syesha. The three were dubbed as the top 3 best vocals this season. David Archuleta, David Cook, and Michael Johns were also called the dark horses, having great potentials and a huge fan base. My favorites at first were actually Carly, Syesha, and Michael. I thought they were really

Yeah, yeah, yeah.. Maybe I'm just so, overly, extremely, super, to the max, times ten to the twenty-first power TANGA! I don't seem to learn my lessons and I just do things over and over again. Waaaah! It happend once again! Well, I have done three things in the last three days that made me feel like this and I don't just feel so annoyed with myself over the things that I've done but I also feel very stupid. Sometimes, I question my sanity. Hahaha!! Maybe I'm suffering from Alzheimer's disease. But at this young age??! But of course, that was just a joke. Let me tell you the things that made me feel stupid.. kaTANGAan #1 : kaTANGAan over guys. Well, it's not new anymore. I've always been TANGA when it comes to kachurvahan and kaek-ekan in life. They just tell me things and I believe them right away and just say "yes" to whatever they ask me to do. But after some time of contemplating, I realize that I was actually fooled. But stil