Being heartbroken before somehow made me feel that nobody in this world is faithful and loyal anymore. Just recently, I have learned from a friend that my ex-boyfriend, the one I dated for five and a half years, cheated on me all the while and I realized that I never knew him after all. I felt I was used and abused. Sharing this most recent development about my love life to a long time friend and classmate made me feel even more hostile towards men. Because, as usual, we had similar experiences. Her boyfriend, was also unfaithful. Together we thought that no guy in this world would ever take a girl seriously. Or if he does, there will always come a time that he will become unfaithful. Which made us think, why can't we do the things that they do? It is time to become infidel, we pledged. So there you go, a few men around me gave me attention and I felt really good and flattered. At first I thought, maybe, one of these guys would end up to be the one that was meant

Having a very good rest from the absence from work I had the night before, I woke up this morning at 1:30 am feeling refreshed. A heavy rainfall is in the background and I thought it was some kind of romantic. Hmmm... I never thought I would be thinking about that word again... romantic... such a strong word. Lately, I have been inspired of seeing my crush at work everyday. Honestly, he is the only reason why I look forward of going to work everyday. I feel happy to fix myself early in the morning, hoping that he would finally notice me and ask me for a date... such a long shot. I do that everyday, trying to do my best to get noticed. Hahaha... KSP! And today was no different. So I got up, brushed my teeth and took a bath. I looked for good clothes, well, something that would make me look good, put on some make-up, fixed my hair, put on some cologne, and I was ready 30-minutes before shift. This morning was one of the rare times I could get to work early. As

I have just recently broke up with my boyfriend, uh well, he's my ex now, and unlike others who imprison themselves in their rooms to hopelessly cry all day and all night, I was surprisingly excited and happy about it. Why? I don't know, actually. Maybe, I have always wanted this to happen. Well, I was with him for five long years and six months and I didn't realize that I became so dependent on him that I thought I wouldn't be able to stay alive without him. This is not the first time I broke up with him. We broke up countless times before but we couldn't seem to let go of each other that after two or three months of breaking up, we always end up getting back to each other again. But this time it's different. I learned from my mistakes and I'm determined not to commit those same mistakes again. I know that my friends would think that I would again eat my words. But no, Vianney, Evert, Arrah, Ivy, Delna, Krishna, Naomi, Mayat, Besadee, I'